Thursday, July 20, 2006
i hate my family . yes i do .
i hate my frenz . some .
i hate rumours about me . i really do .
sissy being such a pain in de ASS .
she sux . yes yes . n mom , i'm trying 2 ferget about hiim .
y must u say his name over n over ?
plz lah . leave me alone ! n dad , go n get something
better 2 do den scolding me . seaching fer my tiny weany
farking mistakes .
one by one it happens . drastically .
i haf no one 2 cry on . maybe . but i dun feel
lyk it . i told dem . i mean SHE . but she did ntg .
no names written here dun accuse2 .
ppl hu say they wasn't my best frenz , juz becoz i didn't
tell them about my probz . well , wat's de use ?wat can uu do ?
n kak shafeeqah , u're kind . u're nice . n tanx fer asking .
but i prefer 2 be alone . things will get better soon .
i hate myself . everything . i didn't fight bak wadever happens .
let ppl be happy ferst . i'll juz see how long dey can make it .
8:43 PM
