Thursday, August 03, 2006
ok i'm lyk pissed off everyday ? ok i haf no feelings management . whenever i feel lyk
crying , i will , anywhere . i dun care . i couldn't take it any longer so i broke down 2 tears
during dance . i serious could not take it . i n kak Q n kak shasha went 2 clubhouse during our break . dey both went in but i didn't . actually i wanted . kak wana was der . but then , i saw
HIM . so no way i'm seeing him . kak Q begged me to go inside . but no. she understand y .
but i didn't tell her y yet . well , no i can't . i will juz haf 2 keep it down my heart . the others
wanna now y but i guess it was juz fer de sake of knowing ? KPO . i told wardah . it was painful
when i told her y i was crying . by then , veryone was serounding me . KPO . but i keep it 2 wardah . i hope she can be trusted . was quiet troughout the dance rehersals . i dun bother about ppl .
i dun wanna think about him anymore . i'm sick n tired of him lar . plz lar ekh . i dun want 2 be
stress about him . i haf too many things on mind . can't be solve . n btw , bitch , dun bbl werld .
u n them ntg much . dun act as if u're their beauty queen . hell no ! ok wadever .
n mom , i'm tired of loving uu .
7:36 PM
